Was talking to Aud about how we might not know if something happened to us or our friends. For instance, if i died, would my friends know about it? Would my family, who don't know who my friends are, tell them about it? Thinking about this makes me feel lonely, in a way. It's like, no one else knows the depths of our love and concern about each other, and thus would not tell us the important things about us should we be unable to tell it ourselves.

Aud said she'll try to contact and find me should i go missing for a period of time though.

Thinking about separation makes me think of this song, which i'm currently addicted to. Heard a snippet of it on a programme featuring korean hit songs, and it was so nice that i immediately went to search for the full song.



Aud and i like the lyrics very much. The rap uses a lot of descriptions of the things that ppl do when they're missing someone. I like the idea of constantly hoping to meet the one you love by coincidence (though i would also hope for another coincidence that i'd be in my best appearance and not in my pyjamas or sth).

But we were also wondering how many people would think favourably of past loves. After all, there must be some reason why they're in the past, and thinking badly about sth makes it easier to let go and move on. What is romantic love and when would you consider something love? How do you know it's someone you love and not the others?

Such difficult questions. Maybe we'll find out as we go along in life.